track 3 from my upcoming album, "the way we used to love." out on February 22nd. you can pre-order or pre-save on any stores or streaming platforms- PURCHASE/PRESAVE -
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LYRICS
i'm always so alone
even when surrounded
by people that i know
i'm always so astounded
by my ability to ruin everything
losing friends and starting fires
everyone thinks i'm a liar
i always stay at home
cause i'm not good in public
i sit here on my phone
i'm always disappointed
i watch them live their lives
i wish that i were happy
victim of my generation
time machines can not erase it
who am i supposed to be?
when will i be complete?
when will they be proud of me?
it's getting harder to see
slit my wrists, bloody fists
questioning why i exist
pain persists, evil gifts
fucking up my life to shit
i'm worthless, i'm worthless
i'm worthless, slit my wrists until i bleed out
i try to stay strong
no matter what i do,
i'm always in the wrong
it never gets easier,
but maybe that's the point
it's part of growing up
messing up and learning from it
that's just life, it's necessary
clinging to hope
what else is there to live for?
got nowhere to go
what else is pain good for?
i am confident that your life has purpose
it's okay, you will get through it
don't give up cause someone needs you
please, don't give up
gotta stay strong, gotta move on
gotta know hope, when you feel low
please, you gotta know
that someone needs you
please, don't give up
gotta stay strong, gotta move on
gotta know hope, when you feel low
please, you gotta know
that i need you
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